Wednesday, September 08, 2004
| haiz..y muz life b sooo tough? i wish i was an angel..flyin in e sky..w/o ani troubles..i seem 2 make evry1 round mi sad, depressed, upset, disappointed...haiz..i'm sorri..i'm sorri 2 evry1..i already stopped doin bad tinks..stopped lying..but...y muz this happen 2 mi..i don seem 2 change w/o mi knowing..God..pls take mi wit u..i don wanna suffer animore..fine..i'm guilty..u're free..punish mi lah..u don trust mi animore..even when u sae u still do..but nt as much as last time..i can tell..i wasn't born ytd..evrythingi sae now u tell mi how wud u noe since u're nt wit mi...it makes mi veri hurt..veri veri sad..
i admit its mi fault..but den..haiz..nvm..i noe nothing i sae now u'll believe..so y waste mi energy typing wad i wanna sae out..i don wish 2 tink/tok bout it animore..but evrytime we tok on e fone now..u keep asking mi bout this..n mi mood changes..frm =) to =(..haiz..i wanna die..i wan baq our old life..when u used 2 care sooo much 4 mi..i lyke u 2 control mi..*Sniff* y mus all these happen 2 us? don lie..i noe u angry wit mi..when u sae u nt angry..u make mi sad..is lyke u're sayin tt 2 console u n mi..i'm tired of these..i..i wanna go baq 2 those times where we're always laughing n doin our own sweet tinks..u're sarcastic..but u're nice..sweet..i'm sooo touched..go baq 2 mi pri 6 life..we were sooo blissful..n innocent..*sob*but it's all gone..u're nt willing 2 relive those times jus bcoz of 1 stupid mistake tt i made..haiz..jus let mi die..i'm a veri sentimental person..each timei tink bout it..i'll cry..i oso did even in mi piano exam..luckily examiner nv see...or else die..so paiseh.. |
